LadiiEM

I no its not mothers day yet but had to let it out…
Happy mothers day…
I wish u was still here…to show u what I have become. To tell u I love u everyday…u showed me n taught me my rights n wrong. You brought me into this world with love and I wanna tell u thank u. I wish u was still here to watch us grow n what we have become. That I can make u proud. I wanna share our laughter like we have back then. I wanna sit by ur side n hear ur stories again. Even when u tell us scary stories n myths in the dark. That I can do so much better for u then anyone. Mommy I mischu!!! I want ur presence here to guide me thru my journey. I no ur looking down on me and watching me with ur blessing. But I’m selfish! I want u here! So I can hold u n hug u…n never let u go. U said u wouldn’t leave! Y god have to take u away from me? What have I done wrong? I did everything u said from not do wrong to others to caring for others. I mischu so much that my heart cries every night…til I fall asleep. What have I done to deserve this? I’m tired hearing pepo say,”she gone to a better place!”. But I don’t wanna hear that!!! But ur gone…n I no in my heart u didn’t wanna leave me. When I walk in that room seeing u there, n u saw me, til I hear that beeping. My tears fill up my eyes n I knew it. I knew that u had to leave…I wanna hear that u love me…please come back…I love u mommy…so much…